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Another Year
04:16
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The front room
Fills up
With boxes of old shit
I open
The first one
Don't recognize any of this
On Sundays
I call home
Mom’s voice sounds alright
I ask her
If any more
Of our pets have died
And it’s still in me
And she can hear it
“It’s alright,” she replies to me one more time
It'd be nice to believe it again
Soft hands
Hard face
Old clothes
New place
Thin blood
Thick brains
Wet lungs
Shrunk veins
This heart
Turns black
When we look back and
I see this shit just fading away again
What I want
And what I need
These have grown
To be separate things
What I want
And what I need
All that lacks a use is something else to feed
Another year
Another year
Another year
Another year
but
No more fear
No more fear
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2. |
Pillbox
05:24
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No windows
No open shades
Drafting by candlelight
Don’t sleep past 8
Hey
Don’t forget the bag, boy
One boot heel
Splintered and worn
Shorn off by railroad ties
The sound of the horn
Hey
Don’t forget the bag, boy
Just lay low
We can wait until the summer
We can
Change towns
And don't speak to one another
We'll give
Just three days
And one more squalid winter
We'll make
A fresh grave
And a wallet full of silver, boyo
Just lay low
We can wait until the summer
C'mon, pull down your cap
Don't react to one another
You know
That one train
And thirty feet of timber
Could make
A fresh start
And a town bereft of sinners
The vanity upstairs
Check the pillbox
Second drawer from the left
It's what I lost
Inside the pillbox, boy
Is almost what you've spent
Inside the pillbox, boy
Is where we seal the covenant
So c'mon
What's in the box, boy?
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3. |
Two
02:49
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Harsh chords
Bright dawn
A steel frame jockey and a pair of strong arms
Sharp breath
Chrome hands
In misty suspense this tense moment suspends
Bright fear
Harsh words
A grinding and a clicking where his mouthparts whirr
Blood heats
Sweat seeps
Somewhere inside my ribcage bends and weeps
Four hands, one heart
The forces that bring us together, tearing us apart
Two brains, one skull (oh God man)
Someone else's thoughts are giving me an earful
One soul, one fear,
one man
This sofa
Is uncomfortable
No bedpans here
For the unbreakable
Tough hands in tandem
Cracking crucibles
Aw shit, this is bad man
We sink like lead dirigibles
This mantra
Is unbreakable
In these bad times
Our faith is unmistakeable
Breath in deep
While we annex your albuterol
Woe to all our enemies
Decaying in their cubicles
Sorry service, poorly redressed
Sorry service, poorly redressed
Spewing helium, splitting canvas perineum
Broken rostrums, burning ad nauseum
Burning
Burning
Burning
Burning
Merging
Merging
Merging
Merging
Burning
Burning
Burning
Burning
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The tides
salt her knees
Her thighs
blush in the breeze
And the ocean
Rejects her pleas, silently
and as the sun slides itself to sleep
she says...
"Please…
Hold me…
I’m afraid
and I'm lonely..."
Chloe
digs both hands through the eddies
Through sand and broken cowries
And they band so slowly 'round her thin white snowy arms
and tighten
The silt shuts out the night
She softly dabs her eyes and cries
And Chloe neglects to spy
The way the jetty juts now
so proud
out through the lacquer
black of the water
that's stretching all around her
She’s afraid
Is the shore her only friend?
and as as the sunlight meets its end
she says...
"Please…
Hold me…
I'm afraid
and fucking lonely…"
Chloe
She sinks her naked body
Through the lank entrails of seaweed
And recedes beneath the freezing seas and empty skies
And as her flesh warms layers of pulverized rock and glass and shells of long-dead mollusks, the shore
swells
swells
swells
swells
The shore shines wet
all day and yet
keeps the sea at bay;
How could she forget
the way it was set
against the surf's spray?
The foam beads sweat
Washing all the old regrets away
As she sinks the depths
Sinks in her somnambulant sway
Those azure jets blot out the gray
Those azure jets blot out the gray
Of every other day
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5. |
The Waste
07:52
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6. |
No Calm / No QTR
05:32
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Our public appearances
are getting out of sync
Friends are pulling two, maybe three jobs
just to make ends meet
There are sirens in my head
and irons in my feet
I'd love to catch a show with you
but goddamn am I beat
The whiskey's not quite as sweet
And this shit's just a bit off beat
Is this all not what I want?
Is 'just making do' this empty?
And the singer’s off-key
And all of the drinks are too sweet
Is this a different life
Than what it's supposed to be?
So
So Saturday is what's left, alright?
We could grab a couple of drinks after your shift tonight
We could gossip about everyone we miss
And this is life now
No calm
No quarter
The feeling is mutual,
In the way the weeks proceed
We once grew like a garden, yeah,
now we all just sprawl like weeds
Now we’re trying to rally
but we're running out of steam
We’ve been running on empty, yo
we’ve been running low on dreams
A tangent of enthalpy
Flickers across my face
But a few chords of apathy
Can bend it right back into place
When the fruit's all half as sweet
And the plow shatters all of the seeds
Is this just some barren place?
Is this how it's supposed to be?
Every day has a rhythm
like every day before
Every night is a circle
Ending at my door
She's been calling a while now,
I can hear her lose her voice
Turns out progress is optional,
turns out decay is a choice
So this time, let’s burn the whole forest down—it’s diseased
'Cause in time we can find a better way to plant all these trees
And I’m fine with no sign of another chance to leave
‘Cause I’ve got no mercy now
No calm
No quarter
No bullshit now
No calm
No quarter
No bullshit now
No calm
No quarter
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